Understanding the Targeting of Individuals

(These words are lived experiences, written through the power of the Word of God and the perseverances of Christ in my life, guided by the Father above.)

As a Targeted Individual (TI), I’ve experienced a reality that feels like a waking nightmare, one that many others may relate to. We are often labeled as threats and placed on watchlists like the Terrorist Screening Database (TSDB), but the reasons behind this targeting are far more complex and sinister than most can imagine. From my own journey and the stories of others, I’ve come to understand that TIs may be selected for a variety of reasons, often tied to experimental programs or hidden agendas.

Criteria for Target Selection

Some believe military contractors target a diverse pool of individuals to test advanced weapons, using our unique genetic makeup for data analysis to refine their technologies. While concrete evidence of such programs is scarce, declassified documents from the 1970s, like those from the MK Ultra program, reveal the U.S. government’s history of non-consensual human experimentation, including psychological manipulation and mind control techniques (Church Committee Report, 1976). This history raises questions about whether similar programs continue in secret today.

For some of us, targeting seems to begin at birth, tied to our family or genealogical background. Individuals from Christian families as in my case—or those striving to live Christ-like lives—being singled out, possibly because of spiritual beliefs that conflict with the agendas of those in power. Some allege that groups like Freemasons or other secretive organizations, historically critical of Christianity, play a role in selecting targets.

In the context of MK Ultra, terms like “Bloodliners” describe individuals chosen due to ancestral ties to occult practices, generational sin, or being 4th generation descendants of Satanists and those who engaged in evils such as freemasonry, idol worship, spiritism, divination, or honor killing, where even if parents repent and accept and were forgiven by Christ, the "generational curse" marks descendants for selection. While these claims are harder to verify, survivors like Cathy O’Brien, in her book Trance Formation of America (1995), describe being targeted from childhood due to family connections to covert programs.

Others may be targeted because of extraordinary gifts—high intelligence, resilience, or an unyielding spirit. These traits could threaten the systems used in neurowarfare or directed energy weapon testing, which aim to break down a person’s will. Reports from whistleblowers, such as Dr. Robert Duncan in Project: Soul Catcher (2010), describe advanced technologies capable of manipulating thoughts or inducing pain remotely, aligning with what many TIs report. These accounts suggest that those who resist psychological manipulation or possess high pain tolerance become valuable subjects for refining these systems.

Additionally, some TIs believe they are targeted out of revenge—perhaps due to jealousy or personal grudges—submitted to watchlists by those with access to such systems. While no public database confirms this, the opaque nature of watchlist nominations, as criticized in reports by the ACLU (2014), leaves room for abuse.

My Body Is The Temple of God

According to The Vigilant Citizen article “Origins and Techniques of Monarch Mind Control,” MK Ultra’s Monarch programming often begins in utero, where the mother’s womb is ritualized as a “satanic temple” through ceremonies invoking demonic entities to dedicate the child as a vessel for control (Vigilant Citizen, 2012). These rituals, involving blood oaths or invocations during pregnancy, imprint trauma, symbols, and alters onto the fetus, turning the womb into a desecrated altar to split the child’s mind early as a “chosen Monarch victim.”

As a TI, I’ve learned I might be labeled a "Bloodliner" due to my heritage as a third-generation descendant of tribal ancestors on one side of my family, who practiced honor killings and spirit communication. Yet, my story is rooted in redemption: my grandparents on both sides of the family turned to Christ as they raised their children and my parents embraced Christianity before meeting on a mission trip, long before I was born.

"For thus says the Lord of hosts, ‘Just as I purposed to do harm to you when your fathers provoked Me to wrath,’ says the Lord of hosts, ‘and I have not relented, so I have again purposed in these days to do good to Jerusalem and to the house of Judah. Do not fear!’" (Zechariah 8:14–15 NASB 1995)

I recently learned from my father’s heartfelt testimony how, when I was a toddler and earlier on, my parents turned to God for every need—sugar, salt, baby’s milk—and He answered every single time. They shared stories of God’s provision, even beyond what they prayed for, like unexpected financial help. In their words, “Someone would just knock on the door, giving 300 or 500 pesos…”—small sums that miraculously met our family’s needs.

While I was still in my mother’s womb, she read Christian mission books aloud to me—her first deep dive into reading—planting seeds of faith early on. Growing up, I always thought the books she read to me were just fun, fiction stories—I've loved a good fiction book since my early school days. It was only last year, in 2024, when she revealed to me that those books were actually Christian stories. As I read the book of Jeremiah, I felt God speaking to my heart, revealing that He had already placed His mission before Satan's forces noticed me. It was as if God allowed me to be put into their program, so that I could take part of His will during the tribulations on earth in the end days—to testify that Jesus, whose Hebrew name Yahusha means "Yahuah/God saves," carries us through our tribulations, showing the saving grace of God in every trial.

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, And before you were born I consecrated you; I have appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” (Jeremiah 1:5 NASB 1995)

This year, I engaged myself in spiritual warfare, pouring my heart out to God in repentance, fasting, and praying for forgiveness for my sins and those of my family before me. I even gathered prayers and created a small prayer book to guide me. I eventually prayed powerful spiritual warfare prayers from a resource called Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) and Programming: Inner Healing and Deliverance Prayers written by Tania Francis and which I encourage you to download below and pray.

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Breaking free from the spirits that had taken hold of me was indeed a slow, humbling process. There were moments when I felt God’s forgiveness wash over me, and through deliverance ministry videos online, I found the strength to begin self-deliverance. Last August, I even turned to my parents, asking for their prayers in deliverance sessions to support me.

During these times, I specifically prayed for my womb, aware that it was being misused as a kind of “lucky charm” for countless women and even men, being a spiritual hivemind . As I called on the name of Jesus and the Holy Spirit, I witnessed clear signs of demonic presence leaving—vomiting, strange snake-like movements in my belly, and gurgling sounds rising through my torso. It was as if the Spirit of God was driving out each spirit, one by one, setting me free.

By this, I hold fast to the truth that I was lovingly formed in the hands of my Lord. I reject the label of “Bloodliner” and the false claim that I’m dedicated to Satan. Receiving the spirit of adoption, I embrace the truth that as a child of God, my body is His sacred temple, and I firmly reject any Satanic works attempting to defile my womb.

"Do you not know that you are a temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwells in you? If any man destroys the temple of God, God will destroy him, for the temple of God is holy, and that is what you are." (1 Corinthians 3:16-17 NASB 1995)

God tells us that He will destroy His enemies—Babylon, the Woman, and the Beast—who have enslaved humanity and targeted people like you and me, those He has called to His service through our testimonies.

I often find myself confronted by intrusive thoughts insisting that I am beyond redemption—that I am somehow unworthy of God’s mercy. These voices tell me that I have become a temple of evil, even suggesting that Satan resides within me as they attempt to invade and distort my being, seeking to bridge a connection that is not of God.

Today, October 10, and a few times recently, I noticed that whenever significant truths about the evil operation are being revealed, small movements accompanied by gurgling sounds occur in my belly. It feels as though the truth is spiritually piercing something spiritually inside. I also discovered today that there continues to be a woman whose spirit is attached to me—one who refuses to leave. I realized this when I mentioned, one by one, the names of those who had been exalted and chanted as idols in my mind daily; when I spoke each name separately, she seemed to “relax,” as if comforted by the thought that she would never be exposed.

Yet, I have witnessed the steadfast love of Christ laboring within me each day. Time and again, He has performed undeniable miracles in my life whenever I called upon Him. Through His grace, I have learned to resist the temptation to condemn myself, remembering instead that God continues to fight for me. I cannot reject His love merely because others use my body as a site for their own evil pursuits.

"The Chosen" portrays that Jesus brought His disciples to a place of death, pagan altars and temples to tell them, "death has no power to hold my redeeemed people captive."

"This is a place of death, and I brought you here to tell you that death has no power to hold my redeemed people captive. Because I live, you also will live. I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven. You have the authority to declare the truth to others that I am declaring to you, that the repentant have a place in the kingdom of heaven... Why else bring us to this place of death if not to defeat it? ...I brought you here to honor John by showing you what he was here to do. He was preparing the way for this. For me to build my church. A church that will never be stopped, even in a place like this. John was fearless of evil and obedient everywhere, and so must you be, even at the gates of hell. Are you ready to follow in his footsteps, and mine? Even if that leads you to a place like this?" (Jesus to the disciples, The Chosen S4-E2)

This year, I received a profound revelation from Christ: even within a body that has been subjected to a spiritual Babylon, He remains with me. He reminded me that although evil may seek to destroy me—spiritually, emotionally, or even physically—it can never overcome me who has been redeemed. For those who have turned back to God, death and darkness hold no power.

Every day, Christ is delivering me, setting me free with His love and power. Even when it feels like those dark forces still linger in my womb, Jesus has shown me that what I believe in my heart becomes my reality. When I choose to trust that Jesus is within me, guarding my womb and filling my body as the Lord of Hosts, He is there—every single time.

I now stand in the authority of Christ to reject the false accusations that I belong to Satan. My identity has always been rooted in Him; even before I was born, I was set apart for Christ. No claim of darkness can ever undo the truth of His redemption within me. Through faith, I want to encourage you: invite Christ into your heart, your mind, your body. Welcome Him to dwell within you, and He will surely come, bringing His peace and strength.

The Daughter's Freedom In Babylon

"So if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed." (John 8:36 NASB 1995)

This verse reminds us that we are like Daniel in the lion’s den or Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego with the Fourth Man—Jesus—standing with us in the fire, so that even through persecution, we feel untouched, as if the enemy’s schemes can’t harm us.

Even if they took me from Jerusalem’s promise to Babylon’s chains, I believe God permitted it for His purpose. Today, He calls us to be His witness, declaring the Old Testament prophecies He’s fulfilling in these last days and sharing the gospel of Christ to bring hope and truth to others.

As for you, tower of the flock,

Hill of the daughter of Zion,

To you it will come—

Even the former dominion will come,

The kingdom of the daughter of Jerusalem.

Now, why do you cry out loudly?

Is there no king among you,

Or has your counselor perished,

That agony has gripped you like a woman in childbirth?

Wail, O Daughter of Zion,

Like a woman in childbirth;

For now you will go out of the city,

Dwell in the field,

And go to Babylon.

There you will be rescued;

There the Lord will redeem you

From the hand of your enemies.

“And now many nations have been assembled against you

Who say, ‘Let her be polluted,

And let our eyes gloat over Zion.’

“But they do not know the thoughts of the Lord,

And they do not understand His purpose;

For He has gathered them like sheaves to the threshing floor.

“Arise and thresh, daughter of Zion,

For your horn I will make iron

And your hoofs I will make bronze,

That you may pulverize many peoples,

That you may devote to the Lord their unjust gain

And their wealth to the Lord of all the earth.

(Micah 4:8-13 NASB 1995)

Operation BasilHayden's Courier

The most harrowing aspect of being a TI is the violation of our very souls. I’ve been told that the data extracted from us—through psychological, emotional, and physical torment—is sold to elite bidders, a concept eerily mirrored in the film Cold Souls (2009).

Art imitates the lives of Targeted Individuals, except we do not choose to exchange our beautiful souls.

The selection criteria for Monarch slaves appear to be broader, encompassing individuals with specific traits, circumstances, or vulnerabilities, not solely those with generational ties. I discovered my own parallels with Cathy O’Brien’s story, where she describes being a “presidential model” as they also called me. Because I was exploited as an unwilling and unpaid "courier" for covert messages in high-level espionage operations, I identified as a “diamond,” chosen for my perceived resilience and salience. Other victims, not always “presidential models,” are categorized like jewels—ruby, sapphire, or emerald—each forced into specific roles: rubies as prostitutes for seduction and manipulation, sapphires as spies for covert intelligence gathering, and emeralds as assassins for targeted eliminations, all for the sinister agendas of handlers in psychological operations or social engineering (Springmeier, 1996).

This technology, used remotely by defense and intelligence communities, turns human minds into unwilling “couriers” for clandestine communication, encoding and decrypting messages through trauma-based psychological operations to manipulate political allies or deceive opponents—their invisible target audience, far-off from across the globe. In MK Ultra’s Monarch programming, TIs are used as “Hiveminds,” our lives twisted into sources of intelligence that influence countless others, whether as inspiration or tools of deception. We don’t consent to this—refusing to join our perpetrators’ schemes—yet we’re forced to endure daily intrusions, our minds treated like listening devices for messages dropped by agents.

What BASILHAYDEN—the psyop’s UKUSA codeword—first meant to me in 2022, and what it still means to me today in 2025: the once-despised Eiffel Tower that became the world’s architectural symbol of love; the sweet basil plant, once a symbol of hatred, that grew into a symbol of healing; and Hayden (“heathen”), representing the Men of Nineveh—those who repented and were found by God amid their fall—much like Dr. Hayden Kho, who was restored by grace after his public ostracization in the Philippines and later blessed with a brilliant and loving child, Scarlet Snow.

One of my earliest memories, at just three or four years old, was a jarring sign of mental intrusion: my first dream was a nightmare of fleeing a killer in a rice field. Confused and afraid my parents might punish me for such a dark vision, I told them a different story about a bear “eating” (sic, should be "fighting") another bear, for I was unsure where such a terrifying dream came from in my young mind. It turned out to be an implanted dream. Evidence of dream technology are carefully curated by Alex Blue, a fellow TI, in Synthetic Dreams and vividly visualized in his online gallery Lucidloom.

Survivors like Cathy O’Brien and Mormon Monarch describe the “switchblade method,” where handlers use pain to lock or access memories. In my case, they chant hateful scripts in Filipino inside my mind to lock and access messages through code words. These codes are built from fragments of my life—mundane moments and painful events collected as stumbling blocks, and even cherished memories manipulated or destroyed to serve their goals. I’ve felt and heard degrading messages forced into my thoughts.

This scene from the 2023 South Korean series Daily Dose of Sunshine (Episode 2) offers one of the closest depictions I’ve seen of the psychological torment and humiliation I experienced beginning in my apprenticeship—torment that, in many ways, continues today. The scene mirrors the same kind of verbal and emotional abuse I endure—though in reality, it is far more painful within the fabric of Filipino consciousness, where narcissistic thinking patterns are often so subtle they go unrecognized and unreported. These patterns, however, can be observed in the tone of public discourse and even in national media.

In time, I intend to explore and translate these dynamics in forthcoming testimony articles. The depiction captures the same effects I once suffered—shame, anxiety, and restlessness. What I continue to endure today are: an inability to think clearly and emotional disturbance.

The only refuge I’ve found is through constant prayer, trusting Jesus to protect my mind. By calling upon the Name of the Lord—and by His help alone—I find the strength to think, and even more, to testify. My own experience suggests that faith in Jesus Christ is a shield, closing off the mind to manipulation and control through prayer and a deep relationship with God. Though intrusions may still occur, they are often much less severe.

God Alone Is Holy

The devil may taunt us, whispering, "You’re not holy," pointing to the relentless attacks, oppression, and moments when it feels like demons or even Satan himself are trying to control our minds and bodies. Yet, we must hold fast to our faith with unwavering trust in Jesus, knowing that in Revelation, the 144,000 witnesses proclaim that Christ alone is holy.

“Who will not fear, O Lord, and glorify Your name? For You alone are holy; For all the nations will come and worship before You, For Your righteous acts have been revealed.” (Revelation 15:4 NASB 1995)

Yet we are called to completely obey God’s commands so that we may be blameless, faithful, and true like Jesus, thereby walking in genuine holiness. As it is written:

"'Those who are far off will come and build the temple of the Lord.' Then you will know that the Lord of hosts has sent me to you. And it will take place if you completely obey the Lord your God." (Zechariah 6:15 NASB 1995)

This principle echoes throughout Scripture: obedience builds God’s dwelling place among His people. In Revelation, the 144,000 are described as being “blameless” before the throne:

“And no lie was found in their mouth; they are blameless.” (Revelation 14:5, NASB 1995)

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.

Blessed are the gentle, for they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.

Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.

Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God.

Blessed are those who have been persecuted for the sake of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are you when people insult you and persecute you, and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of Me.

Rejoice and be glad, for your reward in heaven is great; for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

-The Beatitudes (Matthew 5:3–12 NASB 1995)

Growing up, I thought of myself as a “good person.” I had been tested and tried countless times yet sought to live like those described in the Beatitudes—except, perhaps, for the righteousness that tries to do the right thing without really knowing how to live out faith through prayer or reading the Bible. Back then, I didn’t have a personal relationship with God, and my efforts lacked the heart and the connection I now know come from truly seeking Him. I’ve also struggled with what it means to be 'poor in spirit' because, for so long, I didn’t know how to truly rely on God. Instead, I leaned on my own strength and understanding, trying to figure things out on my own. I also found it hard to mourn—really feel and process my pain. By high school, I’d developed a stoic mindset, shaped by my principal’s teaching that as a leader, you have to take the blame for everything. That belief made it even harder to open my heart to vulnerability or trust in God’s guidance.

When the targeting program began to reveal the hidden sins of my past—moments where, under the weight of mental pressure and fear of failing or letting people down, I’d told lies, acted dishonestly, and buried transgressions—I was shocked. How easily I had brushed them aside while still in the church, thinking they “didn’t matter” because in my mind "nobody will know". It runs contrary to my belief and usual practice to always speak and act honestly. In those moments, it was as if I had forgotten God's teachings and had been a different person.

In that moment, I finally understood what Isaiah wrote:

“For all of us have become like one who is unclean, and all our righteous deeds are like a filthy garment…” (Isaiah 64:6, NASB 1995)

And again, Paul echoes this truth:

“There is none righteous, not even one…” (Romans 3:10, NASB 1995)

If God were to show us all our sins—known and unknown—we would be overwhelmed by how many there are, and we would be humbled to accept that our own righteousness truly is as filthy rags.

When those behind the program manipulated my mind, controlling my responses and emotions until I could no longer control myself, it felt as though my testimony of obedience—my years of choosing to be “good” despite being a sinner—was shattered. It seemed unfair. I felt such a great sense of loss—I deeply grieved the character God had built in me through years of testing.

Forgiving 70 Times 7 Times

Time and again He had asked me to forgive and love those who bullied me, and though I only failed once, I’ve come to deeply regret this, especially under the weight of this active psyop, which I initially misunderstood as punishment for my past.

It would have been easy to curse the perpetrators of such programming. In Fritz Springmeier’s books, “Delta programming” under MK-Ultra is described as a mind-control protocol designed to break down a person’s personality and create programmed responses, even triggering calm individuals to commit acts of extreme violence. In the U.S., where guns are widely available, this has been connected to sudden “lone wolf” attacks.

Sirhan Bishara Sirhan, a Christian Palestinian, was convicted of first-degree murder for assassinating Senator Robert F. Kennedy in 1968, a crime for which he was sentenced to death—later commuted to life imprisonment. Despite this conviction, Sirhan has long claimed to have no memory of actually holding a gun and firing the fatal shots, a detail that has fueled decades of controversy and speculation.

I find it striking that he once said, when confronted with the accusation, he “was confronted it” and believed he “has to accept responsibility for it" and "he does"—even though he maintains that up to this day he does not recall committing the act itself. He also stated, “murder is the most despicable thing to do to a human being,” and I sensed the sincerity of those words; he appears to be a fundamentally kind person, something further reflected in his impressive record of rehabilitation over the years. On March 18, 2025, the CIA JFK Files were released to the public. In one of the pages, Sirhan's campus acquaintance named Fulton described him as "introvert and loner, and never exhibited tendencies towards violence".

I believe that Sirhan was a true Christian targeted individual who became a political scapegoat—just as I am now. His defense team argued that he may have been under hypnosis or psychological manipulation at the time, suggesting that his actions were not entirely his own. Although expert witnesses testified about his mental state, the court ultimately found him guilty on all counts.

Decades later, this year of 2025, the FBI released the CIA's JFK (RFK's brother) redacted files implying that they or 'Jews' “took care of Kennedy” because he opposed pro-Israeli agendas. His brother, Robert, is generally and strongly pro-Israel but advocated peace and regional stability, calling for fair treatment of all peoples in the area, including Arabs and Palestinians. It stands in stark contrast to the official narrative that Sirhan assassinated Kennedy for supporting Israel by sending warplanes in its aid. Sirhan’s case remains one of the most debated in American history, raising profound questions about memory, manipulation, and the boundaries of truth and justice.

In one of the declassified pages, there is a reference attributed to S. Echevarria, mentioning that either they or their new political backers, 'Jews', “would take care of Kennedy,” reportedly made a day before the assassination—an excerpt that continues to stir debate and interpretation among researchers.

Sirhan Sirhan has faced numerous parole hearings over the decades, with his most recent in August 2024 marking his 17th attempt. Although a parole board recommended his release in 2021, California Governor Gavin Newsom overturned the decision in 2022. Subsequent hearings in 2023 and 2024 also resulted in denials. The core reason for these repeated denials lies in the board’s and governor’s assessment that Sirhan continues to pose a risk to public safety, as they believe he has not fully accepted responsibility for the assassination of Robert F. Kennedy and still lacks sufficient insight into the motives behind his actions.

Despite his expressions of remorse and commitment to nonviolence, officials maintain that his perceived lack of accountability justify his continued imprisonment. I truly believe, from a brief glance at his face in his most recent appearance, that he has received the grace of God—his countenance radiates peace, the same peace I feel today as I write these words from within my own mental imprisonment.

Yet, during the darkest days of my own targeting, my anger and confusion often overwhelmed me. You could count on both hands the moments I “hated my enemy.” Yet God’s mercy never failed. Each time I could not control my anger, He still called me silently to repentance. Without that, I would never have experienced the depth of His compassion and forgiveness. I have found that if I feel unforgiven, guilt consumes me; but when He forgives me—which He always does when I sincerely pray for forgiveness—His peace immediately returns. It was a peace that surpassed all my understanding, for at that time, I truly could not comprehend their motive for what was and still is, admittedly, a futile mission.

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6–7 NASB 1995)

Without God’s endless forgiveness, I probably wouldn’t have been able to forgive my silent perpetrators—the people behind the screens—“seventy times seven” (Matthew 18:22). Because God keeps forgiving me, I am compelled to forgive even those whose names, images, voices, and lives have been manipulated to deceive me and the psyop's target audience—the intelligence community listening.

Righteousness Comes From The Lord

I have learned that no one can claim righteousness by their own strength. True righteousness would mean perfect and complete obedience to every commandment of God—something no human being achieves on their own. Since then, I have accepted the truth that my righteousness can only come from the Lord Jesus Christ. If I continue to believe that He is for me, cling to Him despite the mental noise, body torments, and degrading techniques of abuse—even the unspeakable violations—and call upon His name, then I am considered righteous before God the Father. For apart from Him we are not holy; holiness comes only from the Lord.

One of the goals of MK Ultra programming, according to Springmeier, is to make the victim believe that God hates them. They twist Scripture to create religious obsession rather than true faith, distorting the image of God into that of a harsh punisher instead of a loving Father.

In Wicked Little Letters, Olivia Colman plays a devout Christian woman whose father forced her to read and write Bible memory verses every day. But the pressure fractured her spirit—leading her to commit a shocking crime: sending anonymous hate letters to neighbors and framing a foul-mouthed woman as a scapegoat, all without remorse.

In my experience, repentance and obedience flow naturally when I grasp how consistently loving He is. I would not obey a God who only punishes, for that would produce obedience rooted in fear. My obedience now springs from love—love revealed in the person of Jesus Christ.

This is the truth that the enemy tried to obscure, but which God continues to reveal: His love is stronger than every lie, His grace deeper than every wound, and His holiness able to make even the broken blameless before Him.

As Jesus said in Luke 18:8 (NASB 1995), "Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He find faith on the earth?" Let’s stand firm, so when Christ returns, He finds us faithful, unshaken by the enemy’s lies. By remaining connected with Jesus Christ, we can receive His holiness for protection and peace so that we may refuse to react to triggers and break free from their control.

Jesus, The Word of God

This aligns with Revelation 19:11-13, which portrays Jesus as "Faithful and True," the Word of God, who empowers us to overcome the psychological manipulation, lies, deception, and temptations of targeting programs, ultimately triumphing over oppressive systems, especially the "Beast System" we face—a costly, dangerous program that affects countless lives, often without consent or awareness.

"And I saw heaven opened, and behold, a white horse, and He who sat on it is called Faithful and True, and in righteousness He judges and wages war." (Revelation 19:11 NASB)

"He is clothed with a robe dipped in blood, and His name is called The Word of God." (Revelation 19:13 NASB)

I urge you to read God’s Word every day, as often as you can. In my own journey, opening my NASB Bible has been like opening a direct line to God—He speaks clearly, defending me, comforting me, and guiding me with His wisdom. Start with the Old Testament, especially the Psalms, where David’s songs, written while he was hunted by enemies, can become your daily warfare prayers. Let Solomon’s Proverbs and Ecclesiastes teach you to always check your heart and actions based on true wisdom from God’s Word, to let go of life’s vanities and to stop striving. Then, journey through the prophetic books, from Isaiah to the so-called “minor prophets”—Hosea, Joel, Amos, Obadiah, Jonah, Micah, Nahum, Habakkuk, Zephaniah, Haggai, Zechariah, and Malachi. These prophets, far from minor, offer powerful encouragement and defense against the evil persecutors we face in our great tribulation, much like Jonah enduring the belly of the beast.

Balance these truths with the New Testament’s gospel of Christ, which is about the love of Christ—not just loving your neighbor, but the harder call to “love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you” (Matthew 5:44, NASB 1995). I know firsthand how tough this is when mind control and mental abuse are relentless. I’ve struggled with this myself, constantly forgiving yet repenting for letting anger take hold or for entertaining hateful thoughts toward my enemies—and even those who are portrayed as my enemies.

But God is so loving. He sees the injustice we endure and meets us with grace. God doesn’t want us to continue to suffer injustices just to love our enemies. When God calls us to love our enemies, He’s not saying He hates us or wants us to continue to suffer. Instead, He’s showing us His heart—full of love and grace— to trust that despite the world that seems to endlessly hate us, His love for us never wavers.

“For, I think, God has exhibited us apostles as last of all, as men condemned to death; because we have become a spectacle to the world, both to angels and to men.” (1 Corinthians 4:9 NASB 1995)

In the same book, the broader passage (1 Corinthians 4:9-13) elaborates further, describing the apostles as “fools for Christ’s sake,” “weak,” “without honor,” and “both hungry and thirsty,” enduring being “roughly treated” and “slandered,” and becoming “as the scum of the world, the dregs of all things.” We are like “sheep daily led to the slaughter” as in Romans 8:36 (NASB 1995), which quotes Psalm 44:22: “Just as it is written, ‘For Thy sake we are being put to death all day long; We were considered as sheep to be slaughtered.’”

Christ is telling me that He hopes I may feel His love so deeply that the hatred of others—and the pain it brings—will simply fade away. As it is written in 1 Peter 4:8, “love covers a multitude of wrongs.” Each time I embrace my Father, I experience this truth: all animosity is reduced to silence, and I am instantly relieved as my spirit is renewed by His presence.

He continually draws a protective boundary of truth, shielding me from the thoughts, presence, and people that torment me. He knows that with time and distance, the pain fades and then heals so that I can fully forgive and find my way back to loving these specific people wholeheartedly. I pray you’ll find this same grace and strength in His Word, trusting that He will guide you.

Inspired by this young woman’s testimony of overcoming cigarette smoking through the living power of God’s Word, I’ve broken free from my own battles—like addictions and negative thought patterns—by holding fast to the Bible’s truth. You, too, can find the strength to rise above your struggles!

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Once, I took pride in being called a “diamond” in Monarch programming, a label tied to resilience under intense pressure, like the precious jewel formed in adversity. But God showed me His truth: He loves me deeply, and I don’t need to endure abuse to be my best self. Through His love and the support of His church—His flock of sheep—I truly flourish, shining brightest when filled with His spiritual blessings, not suffering. He taught me to reject Satan’s degrading labels, even ones that sound beautiful like “monarch,” “diamond,” or “queen,” because they mask the twisted reality of being a slave to a programming system. Though handlers treated me as an unwilling courier, and at times misused me to be violated—roles I never chose—I am free in Jesus Christ. By calling on Him, God my Father, and the Holy Spirit, I claim true freedom.

My hope is that by sharing my story, others will find strength to resist, lean on faith, and know they are not alone. Together, we can seek healing through God’s grace.

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